right decisions

I’m not going to see the new new Marine anymore. I think I’ll dub him Baby Marine, though at this point, after deciding to be done with him, it’s probably pointless to name him. But, whatever. I like the name Baby Marine. Ok, so I decided to stop seeing him. Here’s why:

I really just have a feeling that he’s bad news. I mean, I do like him. That’s probably my first indication that he’s bad news. We hung out on Wednesday, and it was so much fun! It was easy and effortless. We totally clicked and had awesome chemistry. I feel like it was natural. Like, we just got along. It didn’t seem like a first meeting; it was almost like we’d known each other for years. For example, he quizzed me on notecards I had with me to study. Kind of cute, right? I don’t know. I just have this gut feeling that something isn’t right. I can’t shake the feeling that he’s just saying what I want to hear and that he’s going to play me. Maybe this is all in my head, but I’ve decided to go with my gut here. I can’t get hurt by another Marine. I’m trying to be logical here. I just think it’s in my interest to cut things early when I can do it, and to just focus on the Bar. I was spending too much time thinking about him anyway. So, that’s my new decision. It’s sad, cause like I said, I had a great time with him. But, I just don’t think it’s the rational choice for my life right now. I think I need to be done with Marines in general. They’re fun and exciting, but maybe not the most stable choice for my life now. I think that I need to just put dating on hold, and focus on studying. The Bar is rapidly approaching and I’m getting more stressed. That could be why I’m ending things with Baby Marine. I’m just stressed. But, I know it’s for the best, so, I guess that’s it.