normal dude?

What the heck does it take to meet a normal dude?? Mr. Hottie Hot Hot texted me yesterday, and we spent all evening/night texting back and forth. It was really cute. He said he really liked that I have such a great personality (does that mean I’m ugly??) and how rare it is to meet a girl who has any personality (don’t people have personalities just by virtue of being people??). He was being cute without trying too hard. And, a couple times he sent a text which I didn’t think warranted responses, so I didn’t, and then I’d get another text from him like 10 minutes later. It was so nice and fun. Well, then I see on facebook that he’s posted his status “All the beautiful ladies out there, post a comment if you know you’re hot” or something completely retarded and ridiculous like that!! Seriously?? How CHEESY is that?? So, my first inclination was “nice, you’re showing that you have all these chick friends and that you think they’re hot, and that’s weird.” A ton of girls responded. “Oh Hottie Hot Hot, you’re so funny!” or “Holla!” (which I couldn’t tell if it was a white chick trying to be hip, or if she didn’t know how to spell “hola”. Either way, lame.) I decided to just not be too annoyed by it, and just kind of tuck it away in the memory bank. That’s my new plan of attack: instead of instantly reacting to things, just tuck it away in the memory bank. I’ll have different categories: Cheesy, Horribly Cheesy, Sketchy, Questionable, Douche-baggery, and Sketchy but forgivable because he’s hot or in uniform (this applies to military, firemen and police). I think this new method will work, and it’ll give me time to reflect upon the actions and decide if I’m really bothered or not. It’ll probably make life better to proactively problem-avoid, rather than retroactively problem-solve. The problem is that I have this temper, and then I feel bad after. So, I just need to learn to chill for a bit and then decide whether I’m going to attack or not. Plus, if I plan it out, my attacks will be better. But, back to Mr. Hottie Hot Hot. He’s cheesy. I don’t know if we’re destined to be together after all. I mean, he seems pretty cool. But, I think we’re such different types of people. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll for sure meet him when he gets back. But, I’m not planning on anything working out there. The nice thing about him is he seems to appreciate my randomness. Like, he asked how my week was. And, instead of a nice, normal answer, I replied: “It was like a giant beach party. Only, substitute the beach with my apartment, and party with studying. Otherwise, totally similar!” He thought that was hilarious. I think his actual response was something like “That’s classic!” Kind of cute. He uses smiley faces in his texts a lot too, which I also enjoy. I don’t know why I enjoy when dudes use smileys. Maybe cause I enjoy using them so often. Don’t get me wrong, I’m really excited to meet him. He seems so nice. I guess it’s just hard to be excited over a guy I barely have had a chance to talk to, and I’m used to being really excited about a guy right off the bat. This is weird nonchalance, but I know he’s just busy. It’s just hard to tell how he’s going to be when he’s here. If this is how he is when he’s here, then that’s not a match. But, I guess that’s where this whole “patience” thing comes to play. Ugh! I don’t know if I will ever get used to being patient, or being content with texts on a Friday night and then nothing for a few days cause the dude is busy. That’s what I dug about Baby Marine- he was a constant communicator. I eat that stuff up! But, I guess when a guy is quick to text all the time, he’s also quick to lose interest and move on to the next shiny toy. Though, TB texted all the time, and he wasn’t quick to lose interest. He just couldn’t handle distance. Or something. I guess we’ll see what happens with Mr. Hottie Hot Hot. If nothing else, it was a nice distraction from my Friday night spent at home studying. I can’t wait til this stupid test is over. And then, I’m going to Puerto Rico with a girlfriend!!!! YAY!!! Maybe I’ll meet some hot Puerto Rican. Yeah, cause that’s what I need in my life: a random fling with a hot Puerto Rican. Um, yeah, maybe that is exactly what I need!