Dates 1 and 2 with Computer Guy

I don’t know what to think. Normally, when I meet a guy, I’m really giddy or excited over him if I like him. Like, I can’t breathe while waiting to see if he’s going to text. He’s on my mind non-stop cause I’m anxious to see if I’ll hear from him. I use a lot of exclamation marks when I talk about him. I don’t feel that way about Computer Guy. But, when I think about him, I do smile. It’s weird, because I know he’s going to call. I know he’s going to hang out. I know he’s interested. It’s a nice feeling. It’s a comfortable feeling. It was fun hanging out with him. He’s really hyper and silly. He’s weirdly deep about random things. Like, he was talking for a while about UFO’s and Free Masons and conspiracy theories. A lot of random things. But, it was all pretty interesting. I like people who have thoughts that are kind of out there. Probably cause a lot of times my thoughts are pretty out there. He was really nervous to begin with. He said he wasn’t, but then he later confessed that he was. I think his nervousness made me less nervous. If that makes any sense. We hung out and talked for hours. It was really cool. Friday he texted me a lot. I was at work, and he was hanging out with buddies. But, we talked a lot. Then I had to go support my buddy Mr. Adorable who was putting on a legal symposium. I was supposed to go out to dinner with the Adorables after. But, then I found out it was also with their families. And no other friends. I find myself being the awkward 3rd wheel enough. I opted out and went home. I texted him that I was going home, and he decided to meet me and hang out for an hour and a half before he had to go to work. He came over to my place, and we watched youtube clips and stuff. It was all randomly silly. I think he’s fun, but I think I’m also jaded. He’s saying everything perfectly and being really cool. I’m just worried that it’s all talk. I’m tired of guys saying what I want to hear, and having it turn out to be bs. Computer Guy seems real legit though. Maybe I just need to trust him. He’s supposed to come over tonight to get dinner before he goes to work. I’m thinking about talking to him about canceling my online profile. He brought up that he looked to see if I had, and was bummed to see that I hadn’t. Maybe tonight I’ll talk to him about it. If he’s seriously into this whole thing, then I think I’ll cancel. I would like to focus on getting to know him and seeing if there’s potential there. I guess we’ll see.